I am broken and i am never going to be fixed. My heart breaks and I only ever have myself to blame. I am a mess. A broken fucked up pathetic mess. I want it to all go away. I can't deal with the pain anymore. I just want to die alone and be miserable alone until that point. I don't deserve any fucking happiness cause all i do is take it away from others. My parents don't fight unless I am there and now I'm making other people fight that have literally nothing to do with me. Don't want it to be like this. Want to be alone. Want to be free. Drama free. Have enough shit in my head to deal with let alone anyone elses.
MAKE IT FUCKING GO AWAY.
2 thoughts:
Want me to cut a bitch for you? Cos I'm super tired and agressive at the moment.
But in all seriousness, you're so wonderful that you shouldn't feel this way, which is, obviously, easy for me to say, ridiculously hard for you to enact upon.
And you don't make people fight - the fight would have already been there, they were just waiting for the oportunity.
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